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Thursday, September 30, 2004

tired day today.. but Jesus still loves me so very much~

after a whole full day at school (from 9.30 to 4.30), real tired.. had lunch with tingfang and talked to her about my church.. shared some really interesting stuff with her about the bible and she was surprised that the bible had interesting things in it.. after tat went to lab with her (same lab with her).. took out my hardware to look thru and soon my lab partner came.. the lab technician taught us how to test if our hardware is connected correctly.. but when she tried to test it, THERE WAS NO RESPONSE! so i and my lab partner ended up playing the tracing game.. have to trace all the wires to see if they were connected correctly.. all the colors made me blur man! haha.. then we tried to do the software and our eyes became @_@.. haha.. had to decode the alphabets to display on the LEDS.. soon, time passed very fast and the session ended.. actually throughout the session, i sometimes walk here walk there.. haha.. kaypo mah.. =P

after the lab session, i walked out the lab with a new fren i jus knew last week.. she is Xuefei.. talked about family and school work etc.. we are quite alike oh.. i am the eldest in the family with 3 younger brothers.. she is the eldest with 3 younger sisters! haha.. she is quite worried for her design report and i kept trying to calm her down.. soon, she saw her lab partner and we headed our own directions..

then my parents come pick me and went to bukit batok to pack dinner.. i jus finish dinner not long ago.. hmm.. think i should log off and bath and prepare to study for my test tmr.. AND i will try to read the bible~ hehe.. Jesus loves me so very much.. i miss bi too oh..

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with bi in my heart forever~

p/s: bi made missed call at 9.24am (wake up~), 1.02pm, 5.23pm, 9.00pm, (thinking of me~)10.16pm & 10.19pm (call time~)..

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 8:27 PM

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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

phew.. nearly BLOW UP~

i was initially very happy today.. planned wat to do each day etc etc.. but when i opened my school email, i found that the OPA has rejected my proposal to source for my own company.. i was shocked and became very tensed.. my whole face turned black and i kept on praying and speaking in tongues to calm myself down.. but i was still too rash and sent back an email to ask for an appeal.. then i continued with my java lab but still could not really concentrate well.. so i continued speaking in tongues..

after the lab, i sms bi tat i abit moody.. actually still abit tensed.. then my parents came to fetch me and i told them about it.. but both of them say nevermind and i became more tensed.. nearly cried.. then my mom say God will bless me no matter where i go.. then initially i really really could not stand it and nearly cried.. but i prayed and said to God that i am going to cast all my cares to the Lord and let go and let God.. cos i know all things will come to a good end for me.. after praying, i felt better.. my dad drove us to bukit batok to buy dinner and i went down for a walk.. before that in the car i had sms bi tat i nearly cried.. when i got off the car, he made a missed call.. tat comforted me a little.. i went walk walk and soon totally felt peace reign within me.. i felt like a stone lifted off me and felt like i was set free~ i could even joke to my dad saying next time if any of my frens wana do IA can come to my dad's company and be supervised by me and i can "torture" him.. haha.. phew~ LET GO AND LET GOD!!! yeah~ i will let God take all my cares and let Him decide.. i know that He always decide everything tat will be for the best for me~ THANK YOU JESUS!

think i will write till here.. later watch tv and try to do some work.. hehe..

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with peace~

p/s: bi woke up at 9.58am, missed me at 5.09pm, called him at 10.38pm.. (",)

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 7:51 PM

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

happy mooncake festival!

today is mooncake festival oh.. jus now went to the park at 8.15pm for a short run.. there were many little kids playing with lanterns and candles.. some oso play with the fireworks.. it was all so beautiful.. and the moon tonite is so beautiful, a little orangy.. nice oh.. tried to take a photo of it but appear too small on my hp.. then after run around 3 rounds non stop, walk one round and run another run, i head back home.. on the way home, i could hear the music of the battery operated lanterns.. passed by a few houses which were decorated with lanterns and candles.. many houses had their relatives and family who came to visit.. though there were many people all around, but the nite was still quiet with kids voices sometimes breaking the sound of silence..

when i reached home, i immediately went for a bath.. it was so cooling.. i am very warm after the run with a very red face but was totally cooled down after the bath.. then played with blog when i remembered about bi.. need to call him oh.. so went up to call him.. after call, he had to send his uncle and his family back home so he ended the call.. but he say later can talk again.. so now i'm finishing my blog.. think better stop now and finish my stuff before heading back to my room to study.. tonite plan to "kai ye che".. hehe.. these few days i dun have much to say.. a little gal of little words..

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with a dreamy mind~

p/s: bi got out of bed at 9.46am, missed me at 3.43pm, called bi at 10.08pm then he sent his uncle home then i called him at 11.52pm.. *sweet*

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 11:20 PM

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shh..

i am now at the computer lab waiting for the practical lab to start oh.. hehe.. shh.. dun tell anyone..

i was here at 9.30am..
s2-b4c-15
computer engineering lab..

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 9:27 AM

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Monday, September 27, 2004

today is monday! haha.. nothing special for monday lah.. but today bi take plane from kl back to sabah.. hmmm.. actually to think of it, quite xin ku for him.. go home need to travel so far..

today is just like any normal school day.. started lesson at 8.30 and ended at 2.30.. skipped the last tut cos maths always go there copy then the tutor leave us to do the tut..

today during lunch actually talked about the bible with junwei.. then felt the holy spirit within me.. after talking to him about the bible, realised tat the bible had so much wisdom in it.. the bible is really the life~ reading God's word really brings life to one's soul.. Thank you Jesus~

today nothing much to say.. think watch tv then later go do some wire-wrapping.. see u bloggie~

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with bi in my mind~

p/s: bi reached airport at 1.22pm, reached sabah at 5.48pm, shud call him at 10.18pm but i called him at 10.21pm instead..

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 7:17 PM

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

I'M LovinG it~

today, jinpei went back to kl liao.. missing him liao.. but he very sweet.. did many things for me.. cos he knows tat if he goes back malaysia, i will miss him and wana call him so he bought a phone card for me so as to save on my phone bills.. so sweet~ and he din want me to worry about him going back to malaysia and he willingly got saved on 24th sept! so sweet of him~ actually my family miss him too.. my mom especially.. hehe.. ystd morning, she had wanted to have breakfast with him before he go back but as he was still sleeping so din have breakfast.. then evening time, when i was shopping with him, my mom called and say tat they wana treat him to dinner before he set off.. then in the car, my brother gave him some snacks for his trip back to malaysia.. though it was nothing much, but my family has treated him as part of the family! so nice nice~~ i miss him so muchie~ so sweet so sweet~

today went to church and they announced that next week will be the registration for the Israel trip! so happy! planning to go there on 13 dec to 22 dec.. today's preaching was by pastor's good friend.. he is paster cole i think.. cole stringer.. ehh.. duno if i spelt it correctly.. he preached about not fearing anything and confessing God's word.. no weapon formed against me will prosper! for God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of love, power and of a sound mind.. FEAR NOT! hehe..

feeling so blessed and so XING FU! hehe.. Jesus loves me so much! with Jesus, i am able to conquer all the mountains in my life! cast all my mountains into the sea LORD! thank you Jesus!

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with Jesus's love for me!

p/s: bi reached kl at 3.07pm and missed me at 6.11pm..
"Sweetie, me headache now. If you want, you can call me now. To this no. This is my auntie's hp. I love you. Muack" 10.06pm

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 8:17 PM

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Friday, September 24, 2004

happy happy happy~

today is one of the most memorable days of my life.. cos jinpei was saved today!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! hehe.. thank you Jesus for loving Jinpei so much that even when he was still a sinner, YOU love him so and saved him and blessed him.. i was surprised that Jinpei actually went out to get saved! today is 24 september.. must remember this date.. hehe..

today we went to bible study cos jinpei will be going back to KL and sabah this coming sunday and hence won't be able to go to church this sunday.. we reached suntec around 5.50pm and realised that the ticketing system has been implemented.. so we quickly went to get our tickets and phew~ we got the 4th batch of tickets.. now got ticketing system have to reach early to get tickets and then can go walk walk shop shop liao~ hehe.. my care group leader Thomas also came for bible study so since i can go in early, i booked 2 seats for him and another member of my care group Louis.. hmm.. i'm not that familiar with my care group members.. hope to get to know them better~ hehe..

today pastor continued from his last sunday's preaching.. talked about "Husband, love your wife as Christ love the church and gave Himself for her.." hope i quoted correctly.. hehe.. actually bible study has always been very in depth and i sometimes dun really understand.. but wat impressed me deeply was that the bible is the word of life and that the bible brings life to all aspects of our lives, be it in finance, love life, family, school etc etc.. seek God's word and all your needs will be fulfilled..

hmmm.. lastly, Jinpei also bought me a pair of very nice sandals oh!!! thank you so very much ah bi~ hehe.. not cheap one oh~ and i love it so muchie~ thanks so very much again my sweet sweet ah bi~

ok lah.. need to sleep now.. nite nite~ MUACKS!!!

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with Jesus's love for me and ah bi and everyone out there...

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 11:43 PM

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Thursday, September 23, 2004

God is so so good!

though it has been quite a few days since sunday, but the message tat pastor prince (who is my church senior pastor) preached left a deep impact on me.. firstly he talked about being more aware of God's love for you rather than your love for God.. human are naturally very "fluctuating".. human some days are in good mood some days are in bad mood (sorry abt the bad english here..) so it is hard for human to always be as "constant" as God.. be jus like John, one of the 12 disciples of Jesus! in his book from the bible, John say of himself that he is the beloved disciple of Jesus.. it is much more easier to rely on the love of Jesus for us rather than for us to keep trying to love Jesus.. Jesus loved us so much tat He died on the cross to save us and oso took away all our diseases and sadness away on the cross..

the Holy Spirit lead pastor to talk about marriage.. woman are naturally emotional and oso need to hear alot of sweet nothings from their spouses.. woman crave for the attention of man, communication from man and oso pampering from man.. as written in the bible, God says to man to love his wife as Christ loved the church.. but Christ sacrificed Himself on the cross for the church so how does man have to sacrifice himself for his wife? dun get the wrong idea that man oso have to die on the cross oh.. it means tat man should sometimes speak of sweet things to his wife to make her happy... i know it is quite difficult for man to do that as man do not like to talk much.. they also dun understand that woman thrive on these sweet talk.. guys, ever had the experience of when u have jus hugged your girlfriend or wife and told them u loved them and a while later your girlfriend or wife ask u if u miss her? *raise hand* i often do that to my bf.. it comes very natural to me to jus ask my bf if he miss me though i am right in front of him and he feels strange why i do that.. but after going to church with me and understanding how a woman feels and wants, he slowly accepted that i needed alot of this sweet talk from him.. hehe.. back to the sacrificial part of man.. so man, jus sacrifice yourself and sweet talk to your wife or girfriend!

think i have to end here now.. nite nite!

Jesus loves me and you oh~
with hugs and kisses~

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 10:47 PM

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

oh no~

hmmm... today spent too much time on blog liao.. doing the templates and making so many changes to it.. will start my blog proper the next few days ba.. oh ya~ feel free to look at my photos under the links oh.. took some nice photos at sentosa and chinese garden~ hehe.. see u soon blog~

Jesus loves me and you~

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 8:06 PM

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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

MY 1ST POST!!

hmm.. late liao.. duno wat to write liao.. haha.. next time then think of wat to write ba.. nite nite~

Darling *kissed Bi softly* | 1:13 AM

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